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Oh, i were suppoused to go out tonight with lee and vonne and some other guys, but no. Not today cus everything just got messed up..dam..I really wanted to! Really!
But I hope We'll do it next week! Yvonne owe me that!
 


Thanks honey for not wanting to change me and our little "teatalks" at different cafes, cus I'd never want to change you either, it's like you say, it never would be the same with someone else!  Miss them..
We'll have to take one the day I come home, We got a lot of cathing up to do!

But you know what Emma, so do we! And you' turning 18, so we're gonna party;) Oh, hun, i Miss you!

 Troll and James, hope you are all good with your new boyfriends and apartments and stuff.

I'm going crazy without all off you!

As you can notice I still miss you more than I ever can describe, I don't think you ever could understand cus you got eacother and other friends and so on, I got no one except Jens. Jens is very good though, but he is only one...




I want to move out, stand on my own feet. When i get home i want to live in my own apartment, but I can't live on my own, can't afford it probably, and You don't feel ready, mabye you will then mabey you want, all I know is thaht we're not on the same level on that one. And I can't ask some on else cus thaht would just feel like they would feel like some secondhand choise....
But that problem is far away, better to live in the now than live in the tomorrow.....


Shoping

Hello!


Still miss you to death!


Been shopping...not like big time shopping, but I Got two pair off shoes, one pair lovely dolly shoes from Dorothy Perkins, they are black and shiny ( you know like my white ones i had on my graduation) and the have a strap over the fot, and the edges of the whole shoe is white. They are verry simple but nice ;)
The other ones are my new winter shoes, they are not all to different from last yeras Bjorn Borg, they are grey/white filled with black and red flowerthings, and then you tie them with a bow....Really nice to. Just fell in them right a way! Just saw them and thought, "Ok, they are mine"
And today a bought some kind of jacket thingie....can't really explain...it's gray and..hm....gray. No, but seriously I'll give you guys some pictures on what i bought so you'll se it ;)



Feel like crying

I feel like crying.

Come on you guys, come and visit me sometime, I miss you so damn much!


I'll be coming home in October I know, but that's like 1 month and 2 weeks left, and I'm dying right now cus I miss you so much! Want to talk to you guys, the way i used to..want to take a coffe with you, or a tea. Just meet you guys.  Sometimes  I just feel liek moving back, but now everything is getting good here. You know, it's starting to get in it's order, both me and Jens got a job ( Jens got a job in a shoeshop, damn I'm jealous) Jens will probably get loads of friends at his work, wih mean I will get some to. And offcourse I have Yvonne, Fi and Lee at my work. Allready been out with Fi and Yvonne one time, and supposed to go out with yvonne and Lee on thusdasy, but we'll se how it goes, cus i don't know how i'm getting home from Southampton in the midle of the night.....

weekend

I'm off on Monday to!!!

It's like a soooo long and niice weekend....And i feel so much better now. Yeah!

Long time no see

Hello!


Been to tired to write..sorry.
And last weekend I went to London so I couldent write then.
London is gorgeous, I love it, i could acctually live theher for ever, or I would miss all you guys at home, but besides that  I could have stayed forever. The shops, Oh my god, they are huge and got everything you could wish for, they are open to 8pm every day exept sundays when they only are open to 6pm;P
The nightlife seems great, it's a busy city and everyhing just seems great.


Yesterday i went from job 3 hours to early cus I felt really bad, and when i got  home it goteven wors, It's probably migraine, I honestly just wanted to chop my head off. It still hurts, but not as bad as yester day, now I just feel a bit wierd, I'm dizzy, and fel very heavy and just uak.
 
But I'm off today and tomorrow so I have 3 days to get better, but it would have been nice to felt good on your days off...hopeully I'm ok tomorrow at least.

Hello

Hello agian!

Internet's been down....but it's working again.

Got my wages today, got really rich acctually...not.

Anyways, worked whole week. Or not on monday. Been a pretty good week, the days goes fast, always got something to do. Sometimes it gets a bit to busy. At those times i'm pretty good at doing wrong..erhm... sold strawberries to someone who didn't buy strawberries....and sold a cuecumber for £43....that's a biiiiiit to much...I don't know how i did it 'cus it's just to push one button thath says "cue" and then the "op" button that's like a enter button, then the till will tell me how much a cucumber is. ANd a cucumber is NOT £43, So it's a mysteri how i did that....

Talk to you later!

Wilkinsons Intuition

Buy it!
If you have it at home.

It's the best razor ever! It's a pleasure to shave your legs with it. So smooth.
It has like a soap around the blade that works as a shaving gel, so you don't have to fix and trix with that before, you just shave, it will leave your legs really soft and nice.

I sound just like a ad, but it's true, it's a really really good razor. Trust me it's worth the money. Not that it costs so much, at least not here. It costs £3,99 wich means like 55 kr...

Fever

My longer trial went good, i took the job.  I'm off tomorrow but in on tuesday, and after that i don't know, all I know is that i'm supposed to work like 38 hours a week, and that's alot. But that's a lot of money to. And another thing I know is thath I don't have to pay taxes on my salary, 'cause the free limit here is something around £5000 wich means over 50 000 kr/year. And that's oh so nice!

I think I work 10 hours a day, I'm not sure, but I know I'm starting at 7.30 and I'm not sure when I finnish, but I think it's 5.30, and if that's the case, it's 10 hours/day. Mucho! But then it's only 4 days a week I'm working. I'll see on tuesday!

Anyways, yesterday I got this really bad fever. Or I got it friday night, but it was really bad on saturday morning. I woke up at 5am and were going to the loo, I couldn't even walk straight 'cause I must have had so high fever so I were all dizzy.  And I took my forever to fall asleep again 'cause first second I were freezing to death and next second I were sweating to death. All saturday was like that, I haven't felt that bad in years! But today it's much better!


Thoughts about a job, you guys and a book

Yay, I got a Job!

Okey, it's at a fruit shop, and ok it might not be the most fun job in the world, but I get money and nice co-workers.

I have a interview at Accessorize on thursday, and yes, that might be a funnier store to work in, at least they have funnier things, but it's less hours wich means I'll get less money, and it's in Salisbury wich means it will cost me loads of money to get there each day. And it's just an interview, I migth not get the job, so I don't think i dear not to take the fruitshop job.

I'm going to the fruit shop tomorrow for a longer trial, today were just 2 hours, tomorrow it's 5, and after that I'll have to decide if I want the job. I think I'll take it. It felt OK today, so if it feels OK tomorrow to, then I'll take it. 'Cause as I said earlier, I don't think I'm willing to take the risk...

Anyways, I feel a bit bad 'cause i have so little time for all you guys at home, i would like to call you more often, I miss you! But it's seriously always busy here, it's guest, kids, cleaning, dishes or me who is to tierd to even think.
At home, as most of  you know, I used to be up until 2, 3, or 4 O'clock, here I fell a sleep between 22.30 and 24.  And then I sleep like 7 - 10 hours a night, and still I'm ded at the evnings.

Oh, by the way, our book we did at school is ready! I'm sooo curious. I want to have it now. But I can't, I'm in England. But I'm gona ask James if she can send me the book if I give her the money it will cost to send i first! I hope she can. 'Cause I want to se it really badly!





Tomorrow I'll call you Darling, and I'll try to call you Troll to ;)

To everyone at home

Miss you guys so much....


Just wanted to tell you that.


Btw, it's much easier to write in english when the keyboard is english, and easier for everyone to read. The only problem is that my writing in english sucks. But you'll have to live with it ;)
After all i live in England...

Gott o blandat

Har lamnat in nya arbetsansokningar nu, hoppas nagon nappar nu. Det ar pa en skoaffar, en kladaffar, accesessorize, bodyshop och en himla kort affar. Det sistnamnda verkar skittrakigt, men jag forlorara inte pa att lamna in den iallafall.

Idag var en softar dag, familjen och familjens vanner var pa en nojespark och jag och jens stannade hemma. For det forsta har vi ingapengar och for det andra ar det otroligt skont att bara vara for sig sjalv.
Man kan passa pa att gora saker man annars inte kan eller hinner med.

Igar komjag till insikt till vasrfor jag ogilalr vuxna igen. Varfor jag har vuxenfobi. Usch

Just nu star jens och masserar min syrras kompis^^
Haha han ar knapp som frivilligt masserar folk, inte for att det stor mig, for det innabar ju att jag far en himmla massa massage och det ar fasiken battre an en orgasm vissa ganger;)

Foresten fick jag och jens 5 pasar gott och blandat, ni anar inte hur mummsigt det ar nar det inte finns natt liknande har i landet!


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Det har borjat bli kyligt har. Det ar lite sur. Men men inte mycket att gora at saken.


jag var pa varsta blogg humoret nyss men det andrade sig.

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